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Leave me now, my dear.
Just like that you were gone.
I meant nothing to you anymore, I'm just someone to fall back on when she's not around. It was never something for me, I was an object, something to make you feel better about yourself.
I'm sick of being only 'that'.
'That' a thing, no identity, no reason why.
I'm done with making you feel good when I'm sat here for nights on end feeling worthless, having no one to turn to, not even you despite the fact you told me you'd always be here for me. You're like everyone else who claims to be a 'good' person. Spouting what they have to just to make you stay around.
I'm tired of just being the back up plan, the fail-safe, the everything that she's not.
I'm sorry that without you these endless monotonous nights are so melancholic and lonely.
Help. - Creepy Pasta style
Why me? Why do they choose, ME? Every single night their voices echo throughout my slowly unraveling mind. Every night their shadowy figures scurry around my room, slowly becoming larger and larger.
Now, they are fully fledged apparitions, they utter my fears, my insecurities, slowly making me go insane.
Many have had theories of what it could be. What THEY, could be;
My fears and stress in manifest.
Just my mind playing tricks on me.
I'd like to think that it's the last one, but I know I'd be wrong, these things are too real. Too, personal, to be tricks of the mind.
I know a way to stop them. An, oh-so, bitter way of stopping them, the way makes me feel worse, makes me weaker, makes me feel so..., Dead inside.
I try to stop letting them win, but having them here every night, telling me over and over how worthless, how useless and how the one I love doesn't love me back... Well, it gets to you, it sticks inside your mind.
I try my best not to worry the people around me, b
The Cannibal's Ball.
A sickening darkness deep within,
You revel in your every sin,
Cutting away at a strangers flesh,
Making a new party dress.
Pulling out your victims heart,
This is your very own kind of art,
Dissecting every body-part,
Your mind slowly starts to fall apart.
Screams of pain are all in vain,
This is an addiction you cannot abstain,
You try your best to save the brain,
As your dinner guests may complain.
The left overs you care about the most,
Using the blood to raise a toast,
A new future is what you boast,
That unworthy stranger is now just a ghost.
The perfect meal for one and all,
To be served again at the next ball,
Although it would make their skin crawl,
If they knew that they were eating eyeball.
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A Hope | Eren x Reader | One ShotI ran my hands over the soft ground. As the sun and wind grazed over my face, I wondered how in this world we live in, there can be such struggle and pain and fear breathing the same air as this peaceful scene. I closed my eyes and lie there on the ground. "(First)?" I propped myself up on my elbow, coaxing my eyes open as I turned to face the voice. "Yes?" I asked, looking up at crouching , dark-haired figure. Eren. He sat down on the ground next to me, crossing his legs. "Are you okay?" I nodded, pushing back the memory of the previous day. I had just returned from a mission outside the walls, several of my squad did not return, I was the only one left unscathed. We sat for a moment in bitterly peaceful silence, I held back tears. "If you need to talk." He said after a moment and hesitantly laying a gentle hand on my shoulder. I looked down at the grass as I realized that the peace I had felt was in v
Izaya x Reader (Chapter 7) [lemon]Chapter 7,
You started to make dinner, some rice and octopus sausage with some black tea. You heard the door open and it made you jump slightly. You looked and a very tired angry Shizuo stood at the door.
“Sh-Shizuo? Are you okay?” you ask him worried.
He nods his head yes and sits down next to you and eats some of the rice. You sigh and continue eating your rice.
“I couldn’t catch him,” Shizuo finally said. Your face turns red and you look at Shizuo.
“It’s okay, maybe you can kill him another day?” You laugh nervously. Shizuo looks at you weirdly and continues eating his rice.
Later that night as your laying in bed you hear a tap on your window. You roll over and look at the alarm clock. “It’s 2 AM!” You look out the window and see Izaya hanging on the edge. You open the window, “Izaya? Are you crazy? Get in now!” You pull him up into the apartment and he topples over you.
“You’re so lucky Shizuo
Rant: Defending RosalinaEver since her appearance in Super Mario 3D World, Rosalina has been getting alot of crap from tons of Mario fans. I'm hear to shed some light on this matter once and for all.
Argument: She's replacing Daisy and/or Waluigi and taking there spots in mainstream titles away from them. It's unfair!
And how exactly is she doing that? The last time I checked, Waluigi and Daisy were both still appearing in games. I think you guys are just upset that Rosalina is making mainstream appearances and Daisy and Waluigi aren't. People fail to realize that Daisy and Waluigi were never mainstream to begin with (well, Daisy did appear in Super Mario Land, but that was about what? 2 decades ago?). Now don't get me wrong, I truly do like Daisy and I have absolutely nothing against her, but Daisy was pretty much only brought back to the Mario series to give Peach a partner in Mario spin-offs (and probably to give Luigi a love interest), just like Waluigi was only created to give Wario a partner in Mario sp
Prayer for Ukraine/CrimeaIn November 2013 protests started, when Ukrainian citizens demanded stronger
integration with the European Union.
This led to a wave of demonstrations and civil unrest which evolved
to include calls for the resignation of President Yanukovych and his government.
In January 16, 2014 violence escalated when the government passed
Anti-Protest Laws restricting freedom of speech and assembly
Anti-government demonstrators occupied buildings in the centre of Kiev.
In Feb 18-20 riots left 98 dead and thousands injured.
Members of Parliament found the president unable to fulfill his duties
and exercised constitutional powers' to set an election in May to select
In the aftermath of this, protests were staged by Pro-Russian groups
who opposed the events in Kiev and wanted closer ties or integration with Russia.
Other groups wanted autonomy or possible independence for Crimea.
On March 1st, Russia deployed troops throughout Crimea and southeast of Ukraine.
These actions have been
New School, New World- Italy's EndingItaly’s Ending- Pastaaaaa~
You turned the TV off with a sigh. Nothing good was on and you didn’t want to do any homework yet. As you sat there wondering about what to do, you absent-mindedly picked up your cell phone and scrolled through your contacts. The first number after your father’s read Feliciano Vargas. You’d forgotten that Ludwig had given you his number a day ago. You smiled and decided to give the guy a call. You hardly had to wait before the cheerful Italian picked up the phone.
“Hey, Feli. It’s (f/n)”
“Oh hi (f/n)! I was just missing you! I’m so bored sitting at home and I wanna see you and Ludwig and Kiku again!”
You laughed as you listened to him whine. “At least you have Lovino with you though”.
“Actually Lovi isn’t here”, Feliciano responded sadly, “He had to go to work”.
“Really? Then who
Armin x Reader (Part 1)I pushed the library door open gently with my foot, balancing two large cups of coffee. I saw Armin glance up slightly and smile. “Good morning.” he said. I returned the greeting. “I thought I would find you here. Coffee?” I raised one of the mugs towards him slightly. placed his book in his lap and took the cup. “Thank you.” He sat up and crossed his legs, blowing on the coffee to cool it. He sighed. I perched myself on the arm of his chair. “What’s wrong?” I moved my mug with the upward inflection. He shook his head. “Nothing. I’m just tired, I was up last night reading and I fell asleep in here.” I turned to face him, putting my feet next to his in the seat of the chair and bringing my knees to my chin. “That’s why you weren’t at breakfast?” he nodded. “What
Izaya x Reader (Chapter 6)Chapter 6,
“_______!” you hear Shizuo yell.
“WHAT?” you scream from your bed. Shizuo walks in scratching the back on his head and sighs. “Shizuo, what is it?”
He sighs, “your boss called… she says you’re fired.”
“Wha-what?! Why?!” you freak.
“She says you didn’t lock up like you were supposed to and people broke into the café and stole all the money out of the cash register,” Shizuo explains.
“I had to run from the gang that broke in! It’s not my fault!” you say.
He exhales and puts his face in his hands, “I know it’s not kiddo,” he ruffle your hair, “but your boss was a bitch anyways.” He laughs a bit. “Well… I have to get to work… you just stay here today alright? We’ll look for a job for you together tomorrow okay?”
You nod your head yes and lay back down and hide under the covers. Shizuo hugs
PMDU Temp Written App- Team CelestialTEAM NAME:Celestial
Date Joined: 3/3/14
Current Funds: 5st
1st MEMBER SIGNATURE
Nature and Characteristic:somewhat stubborn
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Type bonus: +2 (fairy,psychic)
Move 1-fairy wind
2nd MEMBER SIGNATURE
Nature and Characteristic:alert to sounds
Gender:male Age: unknown
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Her perfect lips, her hazel eyes they're tainted by something I once despised.
The thrill of her chase left me with the bitter taste of guilt, but now it leaves me holding onto the hilt of, this knife. I'll draw it back because I know, without her smile nothing will feel like home, now. Nothing will ever feel the same. And I guess I am the one to blame for the pain that courses through my veins.
I can't help but to think, that you only ever needed me because you didn't have her.
She was the one you always wanted, she has it all, the things i could never give... But I'd try so hard to see that that smile again, even if it breaks my heart...
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