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Leave me now, my dear.
Just like that you were gone.
I meant nothing to you anymore, I'm just someone to fall back on when she's not around. It was never something for me, I was an object, something to make you feel better about yourself.
I'm sick of being only 'that'.
'That' a thing, no identity, no reason why.
I'm done with making you feel good when I'm sat here for nights on end feeling worthless, having no one to turn to, not even you despite the fact you told me you'd always be here for me. You're like everyone else who claims to be a 'good' person. Spouting what they have to just to make you stay around.
I'm tired of just being the back up plan, the fail-safe, the everything that she's not.
I'm sorry that without you these endless monotonous nights are so melancholic and lonely.
Help. - Creepy Pasta style
Why me? Why do they choose, ME? Every single night their voices echo throughout my slowly unraveling mind. Every night their shadowy figures scurry around my room, slowly becoming larger and larger.
Now, they are fully fledged apparitions, they utter my fears, my insecurities, slowly making me go insane.
Many have had theories of what it could be. What THEY, could be;
My fears and stress in manifest.
Just my mind playing tricks on me.
I'd like to think that it's the last one, but I know I'd be wrong, these things are too real. Too, personal, to be tricks of the mind.
I know a way to stop them. An, oh-so, bitter way of stopping them, the way makes me feel worse, makes me weaker, makes me feel so..., Dead inside.
I try to stop letting them win, but having them here every night, telling me over and over how worthless, how useless and how the one I love doesn't love me back... Well, it gets to you, it sticks inside your mind.
I try my best not to worry the people around me, b
It's 00:25am on October 5th... The only light I have is the one from this laptop, and even that is pretty dim due to the fact it hasn't been charged for two days. I'm not sure how long the battery will last, I'm not even sure how long I will last anymore...
She's been stood in the corner of my room watching me for quite some time now, that girl. Every time I move, she moves closer and closer. I'm trying not to move, hell, I'm trying to breath as little as possible hoping that she might somehow, forget about me.
She won't though, just like I've never forgotten about her.
It started off a few months back. I'd recently not been sleeping as much, and when I did get sleep, I was having awfully realistic nightmares. After a while I noticed my nightmares becoming more frequent and more vivid, as if I wasn't dreaming at all. Every nightmare I had contained the same girl, although, she wasn't always the main focal point, more like an 'Extra', I guess...
Soon, though, I began to see the girl out
The Babysitting GigJenny sighed, leaning back on the couch with a smile. Before her, sitting on a blanket in front of the TV, was a small baby girl, playing with some blocks. "You having fun Emmy?" Jenny asked, leaning down a bit and watching her with a smile. Emmy cooed and babbled a bit, crawling over to pick up a block, banging it against another block.
Jenny giggled a little bit, leaning back again. It was a bit of a tiring job, babysitting, especially for a fifteen year old. It was especially hard earlier, when Emmy was crying and being fussy for seemingly no reason. But after a bath, some feeding and a bit of playtime, she seemed perfectly happy now! Of course, she spit up on her a little bit, causing Jenny to have to change into a hoodie and jeans, but otherwise everything was going fine!
She watched the baby play for a bit, before getting down on her knees, sitting next to her. "Having fun playin' with your blocks?" Jenny asked, picking her up and setting her in her lap. Emmy cooed in response, s
TWG written assignment :P Ripplebreeze looked at the mess of cats. How shades, colors, and clans were all mixed together. Seeing how big a lot of the toms were, Ripplebreeze was kind of scared. She puffed out her chest. No, she wasn't going to be afraid. She would prove to Coalfur, to Stormwhisper, that she could defend herself and no cat was to small. She smirked, I should have made a bet with Stormwhisper that I would have come back with both eyes. Enough stalling! Get a move on Ripplebreeze. She tried to move, but her legs felt like they were personally glued to the ground. Not until she saw Fadingbreeze, underneath a tom. Her whole body burned with rage as she saw her "best" friend being clawed. She ran as fast as her paws could take her, dodging the cats, and headbutted him as hard as she could. He tumbled off her and Ripplebreeze turned to Fadingbreeze, "are you ok?!" Fadingbreeze got up, "Thank you." She huffed. Ripplebreeze stood by her, waiting for the cat to get
Strange Feelings (Short Story)How did I end up in this mess? I couldn't quite put what had happened. All I know is that I'm stuck with a girl, surrounded by food, and at a park hill with nobody around. I find this 'girl' unusual, but somewhat attractive. I mean, in a complicated way. I seem to want to be by her and then I don't, I don't know what it is, but something about her makes me feel all sorts of ways. We don't even have a relationship, but she makes it pretty obvious she wants to be next to me all the time. Sometimes it even gets annoying, especially when she drags me around everywhere. Bringing me to a picnic isn't what I usually do, so I sit quietly and think to myself.
"Toxic, are you going to eat or stare at that tree all day?" Sparkle asks, and pokes me in the arm as she said it. I jerk back in reflex, coming back to reality slowly.
"Oh, uh, what do you have?" I ask, feeling some guilt for ignoring her.
"Stuff." She said without thinking, probably. She pushed the basket of food towards me and crossed h
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Name: Kaminaga, Imari ( 神永, イマリ )
Age: 14 / 16
Sexual Orientation: Hetero
Blood Type: O
Birthday: December 28 ( Capricorn )
Imari is a brave kunoichi with a good heart. She cares for those who are important to her and wants to protect the villagers of her beloved Konoha. She does her best not to disappoint anyone and likes to cheer people up with an optimistic mood and mind. Even if Imari isn’t as popular and noticed by the villagers as some other ninjas, she still sees it as her duty to protect them. However, she isn't jealous of some ninja's fame at all! In fact, she prefers to stay in the background. Overall, she has become very good at being quiet, blending in the groud and not standing out too much. So good that she has even become an expert at hiding and sneaking around. For a ninja, this can be a goo
Her perfect lips, her hazel eyes they're tainted by something I once despised.
The thrill of her chase left me with the bitter taste of guilt, but now it leaves me holding onto the hilt of, this knife. I'll draw it back because I know, without her smile nothing will feel like home, now. Nothing will ever feel the same. And I guess I am the one to blame for the pain that courses through my veins.
I can't help but to think, that you only ever needed me because you didn't have her.
She was the one you always wanted, she has it all, the things i could never give... But I'd try so hard to see that that smile again, even if it breaks my heart...
[transmissions of a dead girl]i am the
moon: i am
the silver pill
to weigh down
into leaden eyes--
i am the
of the dark.
the stars are
all dead in their
you'll be safe, dear,
as i am the moon,
with all of your
(i am good bye and yet,
you think only of romantic
i am the moon.
i am the crescent
and dead altogether,
i still die.
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